I just discovered there’s an orchestral version of the Spice Girls’ 2 Become 1

I have it on repeat and I’m fairly sure I’m gonna walk down the aisle to it one day

I have no idea how I’m not vegetarian by now, I should be

My parents took me to a slaughterhouse when I was really young and I saw a goat get killed right in front of me and I cried for three hours

Any form of animal cruelty makes me so uncomfortable but I eat so much meat so I feel like such a hypocrite

I want to try going veg again, I want to start taking better care of my health anyway. Cutting some meat out (for now) could be beneficial, and maybe I eventually will not feel the need to eat any more meat.

I feel so fat lately. I really need to start going to the gym but I don’t know if I can find the time. I got so tired last week from working and I just wanted to sleep and lay around when I get home, but my stomach is getting noticeably bigger and I keep eating so much crap.

I get so upset when Connor shaves his beard, it’s a little embarrassing

I will never learn how to trust my happiness.

OKCHxC dude keeps texting me. This is awkward.

I’ve literally have just wanted to cry all day

well Connor and I went to dinner and after being faced with the realization that I would not be able to make the next train home I just came out and said that I was out to dinner with a boy.

I’m home now and they’re being extremely quiet.

tomorrow is my first official day of my internship

I don’t know what it’ll entail really, I did some snooping on the servers and found the welcome packet for all the interns and apparently it involves paperwork 

last wednesday I did a really small project and got the gist of how things are run but hope it’s not too much

and hopefully that’s all it’ll involve really, I want to get out a little early or at least have some time to see Connor.